A
LITTLE STAR WITHIN (article first posted on December 22sd, 2007 in a New Mexico magazine)
When
I was a child I liked to rise my head up at night to see the stars in
the sky.
My
heart longed to be with them… to be them. But instead of being
there I was here, on Earth, and my life, although very difficult, had
to go forward.
But
the sadness and the sorrow within were too strong that I finally got
broken… both, my heart and my soul. And only my consciousness, as a
pulsing little star within continued to remind me who I was and the
deep reasons for what I was here.
The
time went by and almost thirty years later I awoke one more time in
my lifetimes, and I began to find my path.
Although
it had been hard and difficult, I could learn, or maybe I could say
to remember one more time, to love. So little by little,
step by step, I started to heal my own bounds. As well as a healer I
also helped to heal many people.
Now
I can say that stars are very precious things not only up far away,
but here on Earth… inside us, where they are pulsing as magical
lights, shining ceaselessly day and night along our lifetimes,
accompanying our soul in its evolution through the Universe.
They
are a marvelous, beautiful and perfect expression of our
consciousness within, the consciousness’ expression we could call
merkabah.
Although
the merkabah is a complex field of light around our soul and body, it
is placed not only around us, but inside giving life to our body and
soul and creating all we had been, all we are and all we can become
to be. But above all there is a place where we can really find
ourselves in order to restore What We Really Are.
Our
star within is connected to the Love of the Universe through a
brilliant grid that surrounds us. This array includes animals and
trees, mountains and oceans, boulders and rivers, the planet Earth
and extends beyond, spreading across the galaxy. This magnificent
Crystalline Grid wraps all kind of life remembering us that we all
are One, and that our task is to express and manifest this oneness in
order to restore ourselves, the Nature and our lovely planet, the
Earth.
Our
star, or merkabah within, is the place spotted inside us where we can
change our life, heal the past, learn from the present and create our
future… if we really want it from our heart. Because our true
desire awakes the power of Love within and around us… so the way to
return at home has begun.
One
way to do that is through a meditation that I titled as “Breathing
through our Star”.
In order to do that meditation, first we have to sit down,… close
our eyes, calm down ourselves taking some deep breaths and be sure
that we have some time only for us without interruptions as
telephone, family or friends.
Then,
we start…
First
we can invoke our Higher Self and the luminous beings that surround
us, invoking protection and luminosity. And then from the sixth
chakra, as if we wanted to enter inside ourselves…
We
inhale until the air we breathe arrives to our star, placed two
centimetres above our belly button, and exhale the air through it, as
if we wanted to expand the star outside our body…
Inhale
driving the air through our body until it arrives to our star within,
and then exhale bringing the air out of our body before us…
Creating
in this way a circle…
A
boundless circle that connects us to our consciousness… our inner
state of Peace, our inner state of Love, of Health, of Abundance, of
Happiness,…
Along
this circle we awake our star and uplift its vibration; it recovers
its own connections with the Universe of Love and we recover all we
really are.
If
we meditate in that way very often, day by day we are going to feel
part of it, while it expands, transforms and creates… we could feel
that our star is All… so we are All.
And
at that moment we are ready to remember that we are part of the Earth
and the Universe as well… we are part of the Universal Energy Field
that surrounds us and, at the same time, It is inside us.
So,
we remember Who We Really Are and the task we are committed to do
here and now.
And
from then on the eternity is, one more time, within us and we reconnect to what we are… Love.
